Before I begin, I just want to let you guys know I'm not upset nor emotional, I'm perfectly calm, just a little curious.
You see, if you follow me long enough, you would understand how I would talk bout men in my life (even how vaguely I say it) and then I'll stop talking bout them for awhile and somehow once in a while I'll have a verbal diarrhea bout my feelings again.
Now the thing is, I've deduced into one conclusion, I may look like a perfect potential girlfriend material, but I am not. I failed in the subject love. I couldn't see myself in a relationships. I am a commitment phobic.
And recently, I met someone. Someone who said these words : "I think I'm in love, but I don't see myself in a relationship." And it hit me just like that. Those words echo my thoughts.
That statement leads me to asking my friend, "But why?"
Self-reflection. Well this I have no answer.
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