To be honest

To be honest, I am confused. I am confused at myself. I don't know why I'm behaving unlike myself.

To be honest, I feel like crap right now. I feel sick. I feel like I want to hurl. My head hurts. My heart hurts. My head is spinning and I refuse to take any form of medication. I'm a resistant.

To be honest, I love going to the movies. I get to put my head on his shoulder. I get to laugh out loud when he laughed out louder. I love to be obnoxious around people that I love. And be around good company.

To be honest, I rather be sleeping right now than to write crap to distract my head from aching. But to be honest with you, my heart aches the most because I felt so unloved. No one to stroke my hair or to order me around or make me drink a lot of water and lie down.

To be honest with you, I had no idea what the hell im typing cos my brain is fucking with me. And I think this post is so cheesy but what the hell I just want to be honest with you. I told you I was confused.