Yet another depressing day

I feel sorry for all the readers who have been following my write ups. You'll either read a really happy post where you can imagine me jumping up and down, telling story in the most expressive way possible, and yet sometimes (or should I say most of the time?) I sound so depressing, solemn and upset.

Today's of course, would be another sad day. (Warning : This is the typical what-i-did-today post that would push your snooze button so stop reading if you are sleepy or rather not interested)

I  was feeling rather upset over something I rather not talk about here. And I know I need to get out from the house. So I was thinking of doing some walking to Starbucks at JayaOne, maybe I could do some reading there or something, but instead I flagged down a taxi (finally the 7th taxi that passed that street stopped for me) and head straight to Tropicana City Mall.

My brain was telling my heart, 'you're stupid, you know you'll never bump into whoever you want to bump to there', but I went anyway.

And I went straight to Level 2, sat down on their free seating sofa and took out my book to read. And for a moment I forgot my main objective I went to the mall (which is to restock my supplies of pads! huahahaha) so I walked to Carrefour but I felt hungry so I sat down and had a bowl of porridge. Did my shopping shortly after and proceed to buy movie ticket to watch movie, alone. I know I sound damn pathetic lah but I was not in the mood to be sociallable and be nice nor I want to tell my story of why I was sad again so I tried to do everything that I love most just to take my mind off the stress. Went back to read my book while waiting for the showtime and I watched G-Force, in which suck balls btw.

By the time movie ended, the mall closed down and I don't see any taxi anywhere so I planned to walk home. And I did! I know you'll think I'm crazy to be walking alone at night but I was really careful and alert and I seriously don't want to bother anyone since my house is so near! But halfway I decided to call up Sue Lynn and I walked to her house instead cos her house is even nearer than mine. Managed to reach her place in 10minutes and she said I was a crazy woman and then my housemates came to pick us up for supper. They talked about porn and sex and all the crazy stuff so I was distracted and I don't feel so upset anymore.

Then we came home, and I spend the whole night talking to Teck Siang who is an old friend from high school and I made a promise to myself to see him in Singapore in two days. There! My fairly depressing day with David Tao's songs playing on repeat.

Oh, and I actually finished reading Time Traveler's Wife and the ending is sad and depressing as well. But at least Clare got something to look forward to until she was 83 years old. Well do I?

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