I thought I'll be fine, but last night pain sneakily creep up to me. I couldn't really sleep and I felt like there's something stuck at the throat, like somehow I'm suffocating from all the emotions. Nigger said it is only human if I feel the pain, it is only human if I cry.
But I couldn't.
Woke up today trying not to feel like crap. Now I'm questioning myself whether I made the right move or not. Why do I always have to position myself in the most awkward situation?
I'm sorry. I sure hope everything would be alright now. I didn't build any castle in the air, so I have no reason to be upset. I mean, come on, I've expected this from Day One. And I figure it is only the matter of time.
Now I'm going to be alright now :)
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