So what's your intention?

My best colleague asked me today. (Konon lah best, padahal keja tak sampai dua bulan pon haha)

To be honest, I was quite suprised to hear him ask. But I was even more surprised at my own answer that flew right out without hesistation.

I said out loud, "Knowledge". In my heart I added "..if not, what else?"

So this is part and parcel of work. Drama. Politics. The consequences of being close to other colleagues. In my case, my senior colleague that is coming down from US. Rumours will always be rumours. This isn't the first time. I am not trying to prove anything to anyone but myself. Is it wrong to stay up late to ask questions? It is wrong that I want to be a better team mate and learn regardless I'm underpaid or not?

I think I am unpaid. For what I'm giving out to my company. Heck, today I have even worked for 12 hours straight but I'm not complaining. Cos when I walked out of office, I walked out happily.

So what is my intention? For now, my intention is to grow. To learn. To perform. To be happy. And to continue walking out of office happily everyday.

Yes, it is THAT simple.