I need to take the chill pill

Fuck, I feel empty. Kinda blank. Thoughts wandering aimlessly.

To be in such state, I hate it. Sometimes I just wished there would be someone to take care of me. Or more like, there to layan me.

Gosh, is this happening?

The classic line just popped up in my thoughts, "I enjoy being alone, but I'd hate to be lonely".

I am lonely :(

And in denial. One more month before Singapore calls for me. One more week to final exams! And I am still jobless. Fml.